Missing

Something missing! Im missing... missing you, missing the past, uncertain of whats going to happen. Somehow lost when everything makes sense, feeling heartbroken being away from the people that really know me and love me. Looking forward...lookin forward to what? if its not certain that whats it to look forward too. Lonely but never alone, wishing you were here everyday, knowing it would be easier with you there. Feels like ive been waiting so long for something, I just hope waiting is the right thing for me, it comes so naturally it should be so easy. But nobody sees the loneliness, there is plenty behind the smiles.